I think I have finally come to the point where I'm tired of apologizing for not being perfect. Even more tired of trying to fit a mold that is 10x too small for me. I can't do it. Its just not built in my genetic make-up. I'm a conundrum of oddities and talents. My thoughts and actions are entertaining and baffling chaotic contradictions. I do great things and I do stupid things. I have moments of great insight and knowledge and then I have moments where I common sense clearly left the building. l can put great thought into one thing and turn around do something completely assine and without thought. I love people with all my heart, i wear compassion and understanding on my sleeve....yet I'm guilty of intentionally and unintentionally making someone angry, hurt, confused. I can set out to do the the right things and then before i know it I am skipping down the yellow brick road with the evil little monkeys........And yet I'm still the same person inside regardless of how the pendulum swings. I like that person no matter what oddities, flaws, and quirks that rear their untactful and ill-timed head. I think its just time to embrace the full package, enjoy the ride, and sit back to wait for friends and loved ones to climb on board and accept it.....or get out of the way of the nonstop "wally trolley". -Stacey Miller
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